I'm bending over and taking it.

I spent some significant time in India and had a great experience. I learned that most Malayalees are jackasses and are extremely cunning and coniving individuals. I hate that, i met a girl that i liked in India, maybe potential marriage options but she wouldn't communicate with me so i dropped it.

I had quite a few girls' fathers complain that my family wasn't good enough for them. I penned the following because i was soooo ticked:

"You know being a malayalee christian is not an easy job. I mean where else can you be raised in a traditional religious household where your father does not take spiritual leadership. Where else can your family looked down upon when your younger brother gets married before you, and get looked down again not because her married a malayalee but a white girl.

Where else can you get blamed by your parents for not liking unattractive or poorly educated girls that your parents put in front of you for marriage purposes? Where else can your brother more happy because he disobeyed his parents when it came to girls and although you obeyed your parents and had no girlfriends (although the opportunity was presented before you many
times) you are still single and not getting anymore handsome. Where else can your mother continue to remind that you are only an average individual. I can tell you where, in my house!

You know what? I'm totally fucked, i might as well bend over and take it, oh wait, i forgot, i'm already doing that."